Maybe it’s time to let go. The things, memories and feelings that linger, it’s time to let them go.
Last Sunday, we had a 3-hour long drive to again experience the summer vibes. It’s ‘the cousins’ getaway trip. Every time my tito visits us from US, we, cousins, always have that out of town vacation with him. This time, it was in Subic!
041313. Pundaquit, Zambales - A place that would feed your soul.
How I wish I could stay there forever. A sure getaway from populated and decrepit city.
Never again talk to me,
‘cause I’m not ready yet to forgive you.
Never again talk to me,
‘cause you’ve done enough to break me.
Never again talk to me,
‘cause our memories still linger endlessly.
Never again talk to me,
‘cause this time my tears won’t scream at its vigorous might.
How dare you blame me for everything,
when the whole time you were only idling.
How dare you tell me to risk on something,
when you just left me on pavements, hanging.
How dare you talk about being tormented for chasing,
when actually you’ve never really gave an effort on anything.
How dare you give me no right to fall in love,
when your affection was only temporary,
when you stayed but gave up on me abruptly,
when you treated me with your shoulders bleakly,
and left me longing for you, crying, breathy and bloody.
1.
Tonight,
pretend we’re no one,
you are not you,
I am not me,
we’re just a wandering soul,
longing for adventures,
yearning for felicity,
hunger for tranquility.
2.
Tonight,
pretend we’re no one,
you are not you,
I am not me,
we’re nothing but colors,
spreading signs and clarity,
giving definitions on things,
making it vivid as it seems.
3.
Tonight,
pretend we’re no one,
you are not you,
I am not me,
we’re one complete being,
manipulating one body,
no distance to worry,
embodying sanity.
4.
Tonight,
you are you,
I am me,
far from my imagination,
we’re complete strangers,
walking past each other,
no longings or distances
but no connection at all.
